The caption above says it all! I just want to be normal again and yet, I know it's impossible, I want to be able to feel, walk, and live from day to day knowing my family and I will be okay. Every time I think I have the answers it's as if the universe has a different plan. I always feel as if I'm letting someone down, and yet I've spent most of the time letting myself down. I have always been the caretaker, I have absolutely no idea how to let anyone take care of me. I know it seems on the surface like I can let others help but in reality I have no clue how. Diseases such as Rheumatoid Arthritis, and many other chronic illnesses take over ones life, challenges regarding home life, and work, everyone is different, and most of us look well.Looking well is great, on the other hand masks the disease. I went back to school for Mind & Body Wellness after suffering in pain for several years with no answers. Exhausted after multiple doctors visits, and no pain ...